Birthdays, to me, meant nothing. It’s just like any other day. For others, it’s an important day where you would “celebrate”. To me, I don’t celebrate my birthdays. I have been doing that for as long as I can remember.
When I was younger though, I did celebrate birthdays. But, that’s thanks to my parents. In primary school, I would bring a whole packet of chocolates or candies, then distribute amongst the whole class. The feeling was just, fun.
But as I grew older, I realised the birthdays don’t really mean anything. It’s just a sign that you’re getting older. You’re just 1 year closer to dying. There’s nothing to celebrate about that? Why would you want to celebrate the day that makes you 1 year closer to your deathday. I think they should create a deathday, if there is even one.
Anyway, what I’m saying here is that, only my mother remembers my birthday. My father, my brothers, all my so-called “brothers”, close friends, they don’t even remember. No matter how many years it have gone. All they keep asking is “when is your birthday?”. Others simply say “how can I remember so many birthdays?” That’s just saying that “you’re just another stranger to me”.
Anyway, other than my girlfriend, someone actually remembered my birthday. As much as I remembered her birthday too. (Yes, I do remember her birthday, and all I did was send a birthday message, nothing more)
And she was Khatijah. My old schoolmate, whom I used to have a crush on. Yes, I “used to”, she rejected me saying that “you’re too good for me”. Honestly, I was just trying very hard. But I think she showed me something. She made me find a better friend. And I found you, Aishah.
So how I spent my birthday? Nothing much… watching porno (oops…) and maybe some cool movies I downloaded off the net. Ya, I’m such a cheapskate, but the real cheapskates sold off those FREE downloaded shit and make some money out of it. Those are the fuckers that destroyed freedom. Those people ought to die.
Those movies I went to watch:
- Aeon Flux
- Scary Movie 1,2,3,4
- American Pie 1,2,3,4,5,6
- Gladiator
- Troy
- Alexander
- Forbidden Kingdom
- The Da Vinci Code
- etc…
Oh, I didn’t really watch the full movie. I just simply “watch and skip”, literally jump scenes after scenes, cause I got bored eventually. So, a single movie normally last me 30 mins or so, the better ones will deserve my full attention like The Da Vinci Code. I just love mysteries and puzzles. They fascinates me as much as pornography. 
Well anyway, happy birthday to ME. Well, that makes me the 3rd person remembering my birthday. 
And all those people at Chevron, I bet they are dying to know when is my birthday. I turned down a Swenson’s ice cream cake for the identity of my birthday. Heheheh…
So if they found out my blog, then my identity is revealed.
P.S: 3 more days to our 2 years and 8th month. Can’t believe it was THAT long. May god bless us.
Update: Surprisingly, Nur and Iszma called me to wish me, but very late! Like, 11pm and after. So if you look closely, only these people, whom are relatively close to me, remembers my birthday. Don’t be jealous ok girlfriend.
